My Childhood Is Today

In my youth I didn't care that my hair looked weird. I didn't care that my outfits did not match because I was proud I got dressed by myself. I loved school because I got recess.
I really do miss nap time that was so much fun.
I think something that is really hard that was not there before is that I had people that actually told me what I thought.
I never thought that my childhood was lost.
I am enjoying what I am doing and were I am going.
I am so excited to continue to live like i just don't care.
I am always trying too live like I don't care what I look like and be proud of who I am.
This is  a human that is trying to live the best they know how to be.

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